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jcollie719 ([personal profile] jcollie719) wrote2008-02-14 12:24 am

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I had to turn off the police scanner at work because I was going insane.  My schedule this week has been screwed up because of all the evening meetings.  I want out of this rut.  It's bad enough I'm alone on Valentine's Day, but my current job situation prevents me from having any kind of social life.  

I keep having bouts of rage, even after I take my medication.  Maybe it's time I see my psychologist again.  I don't see myself getting better on my own, and I don't have anyone else I feel comfortable talking to.  If I can't afford a cruise, maybe I can find a less-expensive spa retreat vacation later this year.