jcollie719: (Luigi)
jcollie719 ([personal profile] jcollie719) wrote2014-06-16 04:42 pm
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Body still on Eastern Time

I hope my body's internal clock has been reset for Mountain Time. All last week, I kept feeling tired at around 8 or 9 PM instead of my usual 11 PM or midnight. I also kept waking up at 5 or 6 AM when I usually get up at 8 on weekdays. I didn't nap after work yesterday since my co-worker asked me to fill in for him. I fell asleep around 11:30 PM, missing the second half of The Rabbit Hole and Doggy Radio. I woke up a few times overnight before finally getting out of bed at 8:15.

It's depressing going back through the past five years of LJ posts and repeatedly seeing sentences like "I feel confident (this company) will hire me" or "I hope I can find a weekday job by (this event.)" I no longer bother applying at companies which have repeatedly rejected my applications. Beyond a handful of temporary jobs, I haven't had any luck getting hired anywhere. I do want to find something Monday-Friday so I can keep working at KRCC, but most of the job openings require weekend hours. I previously told job counselors I would be willing to quit KRCC if absolutely necessary for a new job (I almost did once, but I was laid off from another company the day before I planned to do this.)