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Still depressed about life
Jan. 17th, 2012 08:01 pmMy employment agency meeting went okay. I was told most of the positions I'd be offered are temporary, but I'll take anything at this point as long as it's Monday-Friday only. I'm not giving up my weekend job unless I can be guaranteed good pay and I won't be laid off after a month or less.
I bought a 6-pack of Ramen, some canned mini-raviolis and chili, instant oatmeal and Diet Coke.
Once again, I am plagued by feelings of inadequacy. I can't find anyone who wants to hire me (at least permanently or at a decent salary.) I don't have anyone special I can spend time with. I can't afford to do as many leisure activities as I used to (seeing comedy shows, driving to Denver fur meets, seeing my co-worker's band play at bars, etc.) I'm depressed about the facts that (a) I'll miss Furry Fiesta this year, (b) I can't afford to live a truly independent life, and (c) I'm not "perfect" enough to attract anyone (business and relationship-wise.)
I bought a 6-pack of Ramen, some canned mini-raviolis and chili, instant oatmeal and Diet Coke.
Once again, I am plagued by feelings of inadequacy. I can't find anyone who wants to hire me (at least permanently or at a decent salary.) I don't have anyone special I can spend time with. I can't afford to do as many leisure activities as I used to (seeing comedy shows, driving to Denver fur meets, seeing my co-worker's band play at bars, etc.) I'm depressed about the facts that (a) I'll miss Furry Fiesta this year, (b) I can't afford to live a truly independent life, and (c) I'm not "perfect" enough to attract anyone (business and relationship-wise.)
