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Oct. 21st, 2007 04:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I just wanted to nap for a few hours before the cruise chat. Unfortunately, I'm too jittery, cold and panicky to fall asleep. I read my copy of "Me Talk Pretty One Day" by David Sedaris to help relax me a bit, but I still have this feeling of being sleepy but anxious.
I can't wait until I finally move into one of the condos. I also can't wait for spring to roll around again. Actually, I JUST WANT THIS PANIC, ANXIETY, STRESS AND SLEEPLESSNESS TO GO AWAY FOREVER! I love my family, but there are times when I can't stand being around them.
I can no longer afford to do the things I like to do, such as going on cruises. My job won't pay me a decent wage, yet it's my only source for health insurance. If I could find a better job (especially a daytime job) I'd take it in a heartbeat.
I can't wait until I finally move into one of the condos. I also can't wait for spring to roll around again. Actually, I JUST WANT THIS PANIC, ANXIETY, STRESS AND SLEEPLESSNESS TO GO AWAY FOREVER! I love my family, but there are times when I can't stand being around them.
I can no longer afford to do the things I like to do, such as going on cruises. My job won't pay me a decent wage, yet it's my only source for health insurance. If I could find a better job (especially a daytime job) I'd take it in a heartbeat.