Too much work stress!!!

For the second morning in a row, I became so stressed and panicky which caused me to scream "God damn it, I hate this!" At least it's Tuesday, so I don't have to go to sleep earlier than usual. I'll probably just take a Unisom around 12:30 so I can get a real good night's sleep.

Thankfully, I haven't had any panic or anxiety attacks while in my new condo, mainly because it's just me and Grandma moving stuff in, measuring, cleaning, etc. I hope it can remain a sanctuary from stress, since I will have more privacy and I don't have to worry about being in anyone's way or disturbing anyone (other than my upstairs neighbor, but I don't plan on being that loud!)

I ordered a new TV for myself. The condo bedroom has a TV mount on the wall, so I'll put my current TV there and use the new TV in the living room.

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Qwest called me today to let me know DSL isn't available at the condo. Tomorrow I'll bring my WiFi detector/antenna to see if there's a usable high-speed signal nearby.

I will definitely skip tomorrow's Primerica meeting in order to get 8 hours of sleep. I don't know why my body began waking up between 7-8 p.m. when I normally get up at 10:30. I need to get back to my normal routine, as horrible as it is.