Another sleepless night
May. 26th, 2011 01:15 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jcollie719I miss the days when I could worry about things other than whether I could afford to pay bills or not. Wednesday morning, I called (and left a voice mail for) the Vocational Rehab employee I normally see. He didn't return my call; I'm hoping he will today.
Today marks 78 days until Rocky Mountain Fur Con. Another attendee offered to share his hotel room with me, so that will cut down on my costs. If I'm unable to start a new j0b before then, I most likely won't be able to attend Oklacon this year. As an aside, I have to type j0b with a zero instead of an "o" because the latter creates a link to a spam site. I don't know if that's being done by LiveJournal or if there's spyware on my laptop.
My end-of-May and end-of-June KRCC paychecks will be larger than normal. I forgot to submit a time card for mid-May, so I added the hours to the end-of-May one. The end-of-June check will include all of the hours I'll be working during the membership drive.
My anxiety attacks are getting worse. They're keeping me up at night. Every day, I feel like all the effort I've put into j0b-hunting has been in vain. I'm tired of being misjudged as lazy and/or a drain on the taxpayers by people who have never experienced what it's like to be laid off. I'm making the effort to become empl0yed again, but I've been hitting dead ends for the past 2-1/2 years.
Today marks 78 days until Rocky Mountain Fur Con. Another attendee offered to share his hotel room with me, so that will cut down on my costs. If I'm unable to start a new j0b before then, I most likely won't be able to attend Oklacon this year. As an aside, I have to type j0b with a zero instead of an "o" because the latter creates a link to a spam site. I don't know if that's being done by LiveJournal or if there's spyware on my laptop.
My end-of-May and end-of-June KRCC paychecks will be larger than normal. I forgot to submit a time card for mid-May, so I added the hours to the end-of-May one. The end-of-June check will include all of the hours I'll be working during the membership drive.
My anxiety attacks are getting worse. They're keeping me up at night. Every day, I feel like all the effort I've put into j0b-hunting has been in vain. I'm tired of being misjudged as lazy and/or a drain on the taxpayers by people who have never experienced what it's like to be laid off. I'm making the effort to become empl0yed again, but I've been hitting dead ends for the past 2-1/2 years.
